Thursday, November 17, 2011

Is this real??

Can I please wake up from this awful nightmare?? When I look at pictures it does not seem real yet I live through this torture everyday! I can't believe this is really all true. My heart breaks everyday because I miss my sweet mom so much! I miss her smile, I miss talking to her, I miss watching her with Braxton, I miss going shopping with her. She was the best mom and grandma anyone could ask for. She was so selfless, she always put us before herself. And would drop everything if I needed help. I miss her being the life of the party. With the holidays coming up, well they are pretty much going to suck without her. They definately wont be the same. Somedays I feel totally lost without her. She is an amazing person who I look up to so much. I am trying to be a better, more selfless person and I hope I can someday be half the person she is. I miss you so much mom, I wish you could come back! I love you and think of you everyday!

1 comment:

  1. I'm so sorry you don't have your mom here anymore Breeanne. I think it would be the hardest thing in the world to go through. I know she must be proud of all you are doing and how you are supporting your dad and brothers. Know we are all here for you. XO.

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